I’ve once made a pact with the devil and she didn’t disappoint. Again, I’m going through the same motions, and I’m being tempted by the devil. I have to say, I have to take this one this time (again).
Though I won’t attribute everything to the devil herself; if not for the blood and sweat I’ve poured the past years, I won’t be in my position right now. But I won’t go as far as to deny that she’s had a hand with all the things I have now.
If not for her proposal, her light nudge before, I would have fallen deep beneath shit. But right now things are different, I’m not the same desperate child years ago. I can do what she proposes without her help.
But things are easier with her around. I just hope I can keep a part of my soul once all these are over.